Pity Party

I am still having the pity party for myself. It is an open invitation, so all are welcome to join me in thought, just make sure to bring your own snacks and drinks!

I am trying my best to hide my depression about this, but it is getting more and more difficult. I find myself lingering in stores because I don't want to go home. What do I have to look forward to there? Nothing. I am not so sure I am going to make it through this.

Trying to Look the Future in the Eyes

I am just about a month removed from my layoff. Since then, we have driven to Maine. We had a few days at Steve's parents and then went up from there. We made it to my mom's last Monday. Steve left to come back down here on Wednesday. I went to my sister's on Thursday. Steve met me and my sister in Lake City on Sunday....

This is the end of my third day of reality since the layoff. I say that because we had the trip to look forward to before....Now, I have nothing but money worries and trying to find a job that I will probably hate and getting more mired down here in Florida. I so want to be up north, somewhere north of Boston, but I have a feeling that will be a dream that will never be realized....

What are my prospects? Nothing. What am I qualified for? Boring, crap jobs.